Rest your wings my butterfly
Peace will come to you in time
And I will sing this lullaby
Know though I must leave, my child
That I would stay here by your side
And if you wake before I'm gone
Remember this sweet lullaby
And all love through darkness
Don't you ever stop believing
With love forlorn
With love you'll find your way
My love
The world has turned the day to dark
I leave this night with heavy heart
When I return to dry your eyes
I will sing this lullaby
Yes I will sing this lullaby
Oooooohhh (Song by Josh Groban)
This is one of the songs I use to sing to Kaylee when she was a little babe. I can still smell her sweet newborn smell while I sat exhausted night after night rocking her to sleep. I remember thinking, "Wow, she is all mine!!!" I could not wait to have more babies. I vividly recall a family member asking right after Kaylee was born if I would do it again and I with hesitation said, "YES!" The joys of motherhood are beyond explanation. Don't get me wrong, there are some times I wanted to pull my hair out, but the joys always out weigh those stressful times.
My daughter has taught me so much about myself and life. I never new something so tiny could make my heart so big! She has taught me to stop and enjoy the little things in life. I hope I can teach her half of what she has taught me.
Tonight she came home from Grandma and Grandpa's house and she was extra tired. She climbed up on my lap and just wanted to cuddle. This is a very rare occurrence with an almost 5 year old!!! I asked her if she was feeling okay and she told me she just missed me and wanted some love! Talk about tears gushing from my face. We got our pj's on and read our books and then I picked her up and rocked her and sang her this sweet lullaby. As I sang I had tears of joy streaming down my face. Oh how the past five years have brought me so much sweet joy.
During our struggles to have more children it was easy to forget about the joys that life has already blessed us with. Tonight I was gently reminded of one of my biggest joys....rocking my first born and remembering my first memories of motherhood. I look forward to rocking two more blessings this coming fall.
Now go grab your child or children and hug/rock/sing to them. Life is to precious and goes by to fast. Cling on to the wonderful memories that our children give us!
